Thursday, February 25, 2010

Electronic Holiday continues...


So, I am extending my electronic holiday… I am not listening to talk radio, I am not spending hours on the forums…Occasional news- by newspaper, local telecast and the fox evening broadcast… I have my XM tuned to classic vinyl.

I am just out there doing what I know is right, day by day.

I have had some friends visit, so that has helped keep me off the CLL focus… and a few projects that I am trying to get through- so I am not sitting on the couch eating bon bons…

As for how the electronic withdrawal is going- I do recall the early days of my career, when I was selling yellow page ads with index cards and not a fax, blackberry, cell phone, or lap top in sight. I did have a good understanding of where all the “good” phone booths and bathrooms were… I got my news from the local and big three telecasts once a day… My radio was tuned to music. And yet somehow I survived, as did the world.

Guess I am saying that being plugged in and accessible 24/7 may not be a great thing at all times…

On the health front- I saw my Urologist, and for the first time since February 2008, I do NOT have a bladder surgery scheduled…I have had 7 since then… CLL wise, my lymph nodes seem to be getting smaller and smaller- Byrd and staff at Ohio State seem to be pleased with the progress so far... As for my energy improvement, it seems to be there- at least as good as can be expected for a fat fifty-five year old guy.

I am off the numerous drugs-sleeping pills to sleep, speed to stay awake, just one antibiotic and the CAL 101= five pills a day now...

Live is good, abundant, and I am getting healthier day by day.

Columbus next week for another "great" check up...brrrr.

Just Ramblin…

God Bless,

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Electronic Holiday


I have been absent for awhile... Taking an electronic holiday. Thinking---focusing on what I want to happen, what I am thankful for...getting older, good health, abundance, good friends... family, how fortunate I am. I am focusing on being calmer... not focusing on CLL, or even crazy politicians.

I am avoiding the negatives...I do check the forums once a day. Take a light stroll through Facebook, and file my automatic CLL emails for later review. I have also switched channels from Fox and MSNBC, given Rush, Glenn, Laura and Sean a break... and began doing what my grandfather did on a regular basis- sat and reflected- focused on what he wanted to happen. Then he did it...

I am praying calmly- not in fear, anger, or desperation.

Thought I would let anyone know who might be interested. I am fine--better than fine. I am doing great. Top down, XM on...future so bright, I have to wear shades...

God Bless