I have resisted resuming my blog for a couple reasons…. I
have no identified mission or message. Many of people write blogs concerning their
illnesses, one of my CLL colleague helps many people by clearing some
misconceptions, interviewing national CLL experts- his blog has a meaning- a mission.
A few years ago I wrote a series of entries concerning my dysfunctional childhood.
Unfortunately I offended my sister by the portrayal of my mother. In deference to her, I deleted the entries
I was also afraid of what I might write. Being truthful about my illness- my rapid
decline in the last six months- it’s hard to keep up a sunny front each day. Or
expressing my strong opinions I have concerning the actions and behavior of
some family members might seem extremely judgmental- they are. However, I decided
that the purpose of resuming this self serving blog is to leave behind my
voice-I am ill, I have no idea how long I will be here- but I would like to
leave a sense of who I am behind. The title should excuse me from serious
endeavors- Rambling by Randy: Not deep thoughts,
or biblical wisdom, just rambling- thoughts and attitudes I might be
experiencing now- today. I have the
time. The objective will be to be truthful
and prepare for not all to like what I have to say.
Hang on…
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